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40 questions to ask yourself every year

One of my rituals at the end of the year is asking myself these forty questions. This list is modified from a set of questions posted by coppermoss on Metafilter. I've also made them available as a Markdown file which has been translated in several languages.

https://stephanango.com/40-questions

1. What did you do this year that you’d never done before?

和陌生女性朋友单独吃饭。感觉还行，起码不尴尬。

2. Did you keep your new year’s resolutions?

Somehow。为继续读书做了尝试，可惜没有好结果。

3. Did anyone close to you give birth?

No.

4. Did anyone close to you die?

我外公去世了。

一个我称呼他为阿公的男人已经死了 | Eddie’s Blog

一个男孩回忆他已经去世的阿公。男孩是我吗？不一定。

https://www.eddiehe.top/article/a-man-be-called-grandpa

5. What cities/states/countries did you visit?

None。不过 9 月 23 日和高中要好的女性朋友在广州玩。感谢两位朋友，让我收获了新的生活照。

6. What would you like to have next year that you lacked this year?

希望能上岸。

7. What date(s) from this year will remain etched upon your memory, and why?

None.

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?

发了一篇很垃圾的文章。

SL-Swin: A Transformer-Based Deep Learning Approach for Macro- and Micro-Expression Spotting on Small-Size Expression Datasets

In recent years, the analysis of macro- and micro-expression has drawn the attention of researchers. These expressions provide visual cues to an individual’s emotions, which can be used in a broad range of potential applications such as lie detection and policing. In this paper, we address the challenge of spotting facial macro- and micro-expression from videos and present compelling results by using a deep learning approach to analyze the optical flow features. Unlike other deep learning approaches that are mainly based on Convolutional Neural Networks (CNNs), we propose a Transformer-based deep learning approach that predicts a score indicating the probability of a frame being within an expression interval. In contrast to other Transformer-based models that achieve high performance by being pre-trained on large datasets, our deep learning model, called SL-Swin, which incorporates Shifted Patch Tokenization and Locality Self-Attention into the backbone Swin Transformer network, effectively spots macro- and micro-expressions by being trained from scratch on small-size expression datasets. Our evaluation outcomes surpass the MEGC 2022 spotting baseline result, obtaining an overall F1-score of 0.1366. Additionally, our approach performs well on the MEGC 2021 spotting task, with an overall F1-score of 0.1824 and 0.1357 on the CAS(ME)2 and SAMM Long Videos, respectively. The code is publicly available on GitHub.

https://www.mdpi.com/2079-9292/12/12/2656

重新考了一次雅思，获得了还算不错的成绩。

9. What was your biggest failure?

我获得了一个似乎很有机会的考公机会，但是我失败了。这个岗位有保密性质，限制很多，所以据说有不少学生考上又放弃了。不过如果我考上了，我肯定去。可惜这个岗位没有选择我。

备考期间，家人还和我一起分析，岗位的大量限制会让竞争者数量减少不少，可惜我竟然考不上，我很失败。

10. What other hardships did you face?

为了想继续读书，做了一些努力，但套瓷都没有好结果。

参加了公务员选调考试，但也没考上。

11. Did you suffer illness or injury?

No.

12. What was the best thing you bought?

None.

13. Whose behavior merited celebration?

Ben 老师。他考上了编制教师。

14. Whose behavior made you appalled?

None.

15. Where did most of your money go?

今年没有大的消费。

16. What did you get really, really, really excited about?

No.

17. What song will always remind you of this year?

No.

18. Compared to this time last year, are you: happier or sadder? Thinner or fatter? Richer or poorer?

Sadder, thinner, poorer.

19. What do you wish you’d done more of?

我是不是提早一些开始复习，是不是做多一些练习，是不是考试的时候做对多几题，我就能考上公务员？我不知道。

我是不是提早一些发论文，是不是让师兄的论文挂多我一个作者，是不是积累多几段企业或者科研实习经历，我就能申请到满意的博士？我不知道。

20. What do you wish you’d done less of?

我不知道。

21. How are you spending the holidays?

为各种各样的考试备考。

22. Did you fall in love this year?

No。我一直在为了自己下一步烦恼，没有耐心考虑谈恋爱的事情。

23. Do you hate anyone now that you didn’t hate this time last year?

No.

24. What was your favorite show?

过刊061：年末特刊·原创播客剧《地府置业复盘》

听《过刊》上小宇宙。过时新闻，过气娱乐，过期评论。隔周的周三晚更新，编辑是左小姐和葛小姐。

https://www.xiaoyuzhoufm.com/episode/6590ea94b8fd2bc06043c1f4

这是我今年觉得最牛逼的年终总结！

今年我最喜欢的播客是《半拿铁》，感谢主播读评论环节翻牌子，让我的评论有幸出现在两期半拿铁的彩蛋环节。

No.82 🛒 科技巨无霸：亚马逊和贝佐斯

听《半拿铁 | 商业沉浮录》上小宇宙。财经媒体人和互联网产品老兵，跟你讲述商业背后的故事。来杯半拿铁，咱们边喝边唠。

https://www.xiaoyuzhoufm.com/episode/658bdf93991e2ee608576bfa

影石Insta360｜🛰 80.今天马斯克：推特、AI、人机接口、太阳能和城市交通

听《半拿铁 | 商业沉浮录》上小宇宙。财经媒体人和互联网产品老兵，跟你讲述商业背后的故事。来杯半拿铁，咱们边喝边唠。

https://www.xiaoyuzhoufm.com/episode/65793e8a991e2ee608c0bea9

影石Insta360｜🛰 80.今天马斯克：推特、AI、人机接口、太阳能和城市交通

25. What was the best book you read?

你当像鸟飞往你的山

人们只看到我的与众不同：一个十七岁前从未踏入教室的大山女孩，却戴上一顶学历的高帽，熠熠生辉。只有我知道自己的真面目：我来自一个极少有人能想象的家庭。我的童年由垃圾场的废铜烂铁铸成，那里没有读书声，只有...

https://book.douban.com/subject/33440205/

作者的经历让我联想到了我爸妈的经历，他们都是从不太支持的家庭环境中，一步步变成今天的他们。

我在太空的一年

➢长期太空飞行有哪些艰难挑战？ ➢宇宙辐射会对人体产生怎样不可逆转的影响？ ➢面临与太空垃圾相撞的灾难性风险，宇航员该怎么办？ ➢与所爱之人相隔千里，远离地球的安逸生活，究竟是为了什么？这本书的作者...

https://book.douban.com/subject/34888766/

看了这本书，我对宇航员和博士更敬佩了。

为了从宇航员候选人变成真正的宇航员，从我所观察到的情况来看，这是一种与获得博士学位类似的教育。

为什么想做博士 | Eddie’s Blog

我想成为一名博士，主要是因为它是我能想象到的最具挑战性和最令人兴奋的工作，仅次于宇航员。

https://www.eddiehe.top/article/why-do-a-phd

26. What was your greatest musical discovery of the year?

泰勒·斯威夫特：时代巡回演唱会 Taylor Swift: The Eras Tour

影片展现了全球流行音乐天后泰勒·斯威夫特2023年时代巡回演唱会的魅力音乐现场，极致呈现泰勒音乐生涯10张创作专辑内40余首歌曲的音乐能量，同时更以超强品质还原出巡回演出现场盛况。

https://movie.douban.com/subject/36538847/

泰勒·斯威夫特：时代巡回演唱会 Taylor Swift: The Eras Tour

我没看过演唱会，也不是 Taylor 的粉丝，但是看了时代巡回演唱会之后，我终于明白了为什么我的同学和朋友这么热衷于看演唱会。原来演唱会能提供这么高的能量！我在看电影的时候，也会不自觉跟着打 call。

Taylor 的大腿好 strong，她给人的感觉就很 powerful。

27. What was your favorite film?

坠落的审判 Anatomie d'une chute

Sandra、Samuel以及他们视力有障碍的儿子Daniel在偏远山区生活了一年。一天，Samuel在房子外面被发现死亡，警方立即展开了涉嫌命案的调查。在不确定的情况下，Sandra被控：这是自杀还...

https://movie.douban.com/subject/35633650/

我很早就听闻这部电影的大名，也在元旦跨年的时候看这部电影。我看的时候就觉得这电影真牛逼，接收各种影评之后才指导这电影为什么牛逼。

今年最震撼的电影《坠楼死亡的剖析》：谁谋杀了婚姻？_哔哩哔哩_bilibili

女主角桑德拉不仅是以犯罪嫌疑人的身份接受审判，也是以女性、妻子和母亲的身份接受审判。（视频含部分剧透）, 视频播放量 1313590、弹幕量 2758、点赞数 65486、投硬币枚数 28291、收藏人数 33386、转发人数 9793, 视频作者切片计划, 作者简介让电影成为我们观看世界的另一只眼睛。合作请加vx号：qiepianjihua（请注明来意），相关视频：豆瓣8.9！看完cpu都要烧炸了！请内娱按这个标准来！《魔鬼的计谋》，【涉过愤怒的海】年度狠片直面原生家庭创伤，【陈小姐】2023戛纳金棕榈：四大证据告诉你死亡真相，【坠楼死亡的剖析】我最爱的女主高光片段之一，好深刻的台词，好耀眼的思想！，凭啥拿戛纳最佳？《坠楼死亡的剖析》的剖析，不聊虚的，视听解读【迷光幻影TAIR vol.5.2】，【中字】坠落的审判只是讲婚姻吗？女主首次明确解读结局【剧透慎点】，【中字】坠落的审判最新访谈导演主演终于都明盘了关于性别翻转/女性地位【剧透慎点】，【坠楼死亡的剖析】原版无损配乐《PIMP》，听不懂一点但是看脸｜【Swann Arlaud】采访小剪，【1080P/英语/中字/合集】坠楼死亡的剖析 2023

https://www.bilibili.com/video/BV1Xc41197S9

9.《河边的错误》的改编策略，《坠落的审判》与女性主义

听《电影巨辩》上小宇宙。老马和阿吴是两个中年影评人，在电影领域了解的东西不算少，有一些观点可能会挑战多数人的常识。我们想用播客来建立一个解释电影，尤其是中国电影的完整框架和底层逻辑，让很多模糊的事情变得清晰起来。会有很多史料、观点是你从未听说过的。

https://www.xiaoyuzhoufm.com/episode/653a253b132c261b3a645bf3

28. What was your favorite meal?

None.

29. What did you want and get?

想上岸公务员。

30. What did you want and not get?

想上岸公务员。

31. What did you do on your birthday?

去献血了，获得了一个生日献血纪念银币。

32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?

能上岸公务员。

33. How would you describe your personal fashion this year?

休闲学生风。

34. What kept you sane?

None. The world sucks.

35. Which celebrity/public figure did you admire the most?

“附近的消失”：我们建立对世界的感知，越来越通过一些抽象的概念和原则，而身边的“具体性”不再成为我们理解生活的基础 ——项飙

我看了项飙接受访谈的文章，所以我想从我的身边人中挑选我敬佩的人。我觉得我的高中同学，目前在帝国理工读博士的熊博士，以及我本科的死党，目前在深圳当公务员的林科，他们是真的牛逼！

36. What political issue stirred you the most?

None.

37. Who did you miss?

No one.

38. Who was the best new person you met?

None.

39. What valuable life lesson did you learn this year?

We do not learn from experience... We learn from reflecting on experience. ——John Dewey

Annual Planning Guide - Free Download

The end of the calendar year presents us all with a valuable opportunity to reflect on the past and plan for the future. My Annual Planning Guide will arm you with the necessary frameworks and tools to make the most of the year ahead.

https://www.sahilbloom.com/annual-planning

40. What is a quote that sums up your year?

张华考上了大学；李萍进了技校；我当了工人：我们都有美好的前途。

Annual Reflection Framework - Farnam Street

fs.blog

Sunday Brain Food delivers timeless insights you can use to create wealth, live a meaningful life, and achieve unstoppable progress.

https://fs.blog/annual-review/

You’re Fired？

Imagine you were fired as CEO of your life today and someone exceptional was brought in to take over. What would they see as getting in the way of success?

我不知道。

如果为了做博士，似乎我的每一步都是错的。

我可能不应该选择现在这个方向；我不应该考研选择考 211；我可能不应该选择在国内读硕士；我不应该高考只考普通 211；我不应该中考失利考去实验中学；我不应该小升初的时候没抽到排第一的初中……我不知道我要做对哪一步才能成功，或者说我所有步骤都是错的，这是一个系统性的问题。

如果为了通过国考，我也不知道我怎么才能成功。

正如上文我回答问题“9. What was your biggest failure?”一样，我可能应该在研究生一年级就确定考公；从研究生一年级甚至本科就开始复习……

Easy Mode / Hard Mode

Easy mode doesn’t guarantee victory, but it makes winning more achievable.

Ideas: Investing in your relationships with your partner so a spark doesn’t start a fire; getting enough sleep; eating healthy; preparing for the next promotions/tests; exercising; saving money, etc.

Bullshit!

我在努力学习理解项飙和桑德尔的文章和理论，但是抱歉，作为我自己的 CEO，我是功利的，我只看结果。

如果我成功了，我所有的行为都是成功的一部分，我甚至可以像哪吒一样大喊“我命由我不由天”。

但是如果结果是失败，即使再努力，所有的努力都是廉价的、自我感动的、可耻的。

In this line of business, nobody can afford a weekend.

学者如何平衡学术与生活？

干这一行的，无人度得起周末

https://mp.weixin.qq.com/s/Mf-LYGD-OSnReUL6XhV2QA

如果结果是失败，主人公越努力，越可笑。

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Questions From Stephan Ango

1. What did you do this year that you’d never done before?

2. Did you keep your new year’s resolutions?

3. Did anyone close to you give birth?

4. Did anyone close to you die?

5. What cities/states/countries did you visit?

6. What would you like to have next year that you lacked this year?

7. What date(s) from this year will remain etched upon your memory, and why?

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?

9. What was your biggest failure?

10. What other hardships did you face?

11. Did you suffer illness or injury?

12. What was the best thing you bought?

13. Whose behavior merited celebration?

14. Whose behavior made you appalled?

15. Where did most of your money go?

16. What did you get really, really, really excited about?

17. What song will always remind you of this year?

18. Compared to this time last year, are you: happier or sadder? Thinner or fatter? Richer or poorer?

19. What do you wish you’d done more of?

20. What do you wish you’d done less of?

21. How are you spending the holidays?

22. Did you fall in love this year?

23. Do you hate anyone now that you didn’t hate this time last year?

24. What was your favorite show?

25. What was the best book you read?

26. What was your greatest musical discovery of the year?

27. What was your favorite film?

28. What was your favorite meal?

29. What did you want and get?

30. What did you want and not get?

31. What did you do on your birthday?

32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?

33. How would you describe your personal fashion this year?

34. What kept you sane?

35. Which celebrity/public figure did you admire the most?

36. What political issue stirred you the most?

37. Who did you miss?

38. Who was the best new person you met?

39. What valuable life lesson did you learn this year?

40. What is a quote that sums up your year?

Annual Reflection Framework - Farnam Street

You’re Fired？

Easy Mode / Hard Mode

推荐的年终总结